Weird Summer

I work in an adult shop. Ya, I know. It's money, and I need it. I think I've been acting strange. If I think it, then i must be true. Aside from selling various adult novelty items I have also been having random "rendezvous" with a few different guys. So not like me. If I was at home I wouldn't be acting like this. I think I need to be controlled. Where is my support when I need it? Clearly not here. WTF?! Ya, that's right. I just said that. Maybe it's the lack of sleep, who knows. I certainly don't. I miss home. I miss my small group. They called me, and it was nice. I just want to leave. One more month, I don't know why i came here anyway. I thought i needed a break. Well, I'm done breaking. Too bad I have to keep selling. Sometimes i have to work on the farm too. I don't really like that. Oh well. One more month then school. What the hell. University so soon. I'm definitely freaking out right now. Oh dear. :S