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It's winter. I hate winter. But the one good thing about the beginning of this winter is the fact that my classes are done. It is so wierd to think that i have already survived my first semester of university. I've been working so much, not studying enough and dreading the exams I have comming up. This semester has been filled with so many ups and downs, and I think im in a down spot right now. I feel lonely and out of touch with everything. I feel out of place where ever I go, and it's starting to get to me. I feel anxious all the time, hopefully I move past this soon. I;ve been running, it's pretty wierd, I registered for this race next year and im so scared about it, I just want to do it and get it over with. It's almost christmas. Thats exciting I guess, i've kind of missed out on the whole christmas thing this year though, didn't get to do the normal stuff with my parents and i have no money to do the crazy shopping thing that I love. oh well. well I should be studying, ugh, story of my life. So back to it I go.