Friday, September 2, 2011

blogging for the incredibly uncommited

It has been approximately 2 years ago (less a couple of months) since i wrote my last blog. Seriously, i dont know why i bother to do this since it obviously isnt a passion or hobby of mine. However i do continue to sporadically sit down and write about how I'm feeling and stuff. Ususally spurred on by a big change in my life, times of ultimate stress or even just reading a friends blog and being inspired, blogging has been my way to occassionally tell the world exactly how I'm feeling. Actually only one person ever reads this, so not the world just one curious follower. So to my one follower, thank you for taking the time to read this :)

A quick update about what has been going on in my life since my previous post. I moved home on december 20th 2009 and have been here ever since. After moving back in with my parents i spent about a month sorting out how i was feeling about being home, and ultimately what i was going to be doing with my life now that i was here. I eventually began working night shift at the local tim hortons which really destroyed my sleep for a solid ten months. I give serious kudos to those who work night shift all the time, i felt like i never slept and couldnt imagine doing that for years! Working nights at tims was not ideal, but it allowed me to save enough money to buy a car (which is a long story in itself) and begin to make the transition to becoming a student once again. After upgrading my highschool math I was accepted into the business management program at conestoga. I began school january 10th 2011. After semester one i took a second job and proceded to completely wear myself out going to school and working more than full time. So here i am...

I got about a month off of school and really have been working hard to make things happen for myself. Its hard though because i really feel like despite the fact that i have been busting my ass for the last four months i have absolutely nothing to show for it. I continue to feel like i can never get ahead, and it almost doesnt seem worth it. I start school on tuesday, and after quitting tim hortons this week i am looking forward to the break that this school year will bring. Whoever said that summer was fun... well they lied. I'm uncertain what i will be doing once the season ends at the golf course i work at. It stresses me out just a little...

Okay, now more importantly, is it too much to ask that something interesting happen in my love life? Well i should say lack there of. I mean im in college, isnt that supposed to be when you meet "the one" or at least, you know, go on a date? I guess we shall see what happens

sending good karma out into the universe...hoping to recieve some back!

oh and to answer your question, i have yet to see two crack heads fighting over a chocolate bar here in baden...


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